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2017·79 pages·en
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- 9781520867601
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I was born and raised in a Christian church in the deep southern state of Mississippi. The "Bible Belt" is a region of the United States that is know for it historic wealth of religion and faith. I answered a call to ministry at the early age of 20 during my junior year in college. Never was I a bad kid growing up, but I had some peculiar ways about myself which created a bit of concern for myself and probably as well for others. Sexually immoral thoughts and actions found their way into my life while as early as elementary school. Although I did not know what pornography was at the time, my gift of visual memory caused me to go to school and draw a vivid image of a man and woman having sex when I was in the third grade. The South is stricken with a condescending cloak of religion which often leaves families damaged mentally, emotionally, and worst of all spiritually. My teenage years ushered in an expression of sexuality which manifested itself in some of the most inappropriate ways possible. This became overshadowed by my athletic ability, faithful attendance to church, and being active in various programs in ministries. This created a charming, intellectual, and polite young man who publicly acknowledged a calling to preach but contained many unaddressed issues deep within. After years of living to the expectations of my surroundings, I was a three-sport athlete, minister, and soldier with poetic and creative gifts but still missing something inside. The sexual spirits that were never addressed in my life surprisingly drew me to the narcissistic and autogynephilic curiosity of what I would look like in a dress. This book highlights how a life of neglected internal issues created an atheist, lesbian transgender woman who was eventually touched by a God that she did not believe in anymore. That transwoman took a step of faith from a voice she hadn't heard in five years and didn't believe anymore. One step of faith turned her back into the man that God created him to be but he came back with a revelation of why his entire life was messed up from the beginning. Let's have a talk about this thing called Religion.....