Fighting With Faith

BentleyGrowing up, my parents were the embodiment of love. The perfect example of soulmates, and with that ideal I couldn't wait to find my true love. What I didn't realize was just because you love someone, it doesn't mean they're capable of loving you back. The day I met her my entire world shifted on its axis, and I knew she was the one. The problem was, how do you convince someone they're your soulmate when they don't even believe in love? There was a time I believed love truly conquered all, but now I'm losing Faith. KaylaMy mom once said, "Love isn't concrete. It's an emotion and emotions are abstract. They change. You don't make decisions based on something abstract because if you do, you are setting yourself up for failure." I didn't understand her words at the time. I was young and in love and if you had asked me to define what I was feeling it would have consisted of words such as affection, warmth, happiness, butterflies, and happily ever after. Now after experiencing heartbreak firsthand, my definition of love is a bit different. It consists of words like messy, heartbreak, waste of time, unrealistic, and fake. Until I met him. He reminded me of all the words love felt like before my heart was broken. He wanted to show me the beauty in the abstract, but all I could see was the concrete.