Buried Dreams: Inside the Mind of a Serial Killer

Based on exclusive interviews, meticulous research, and previously unreported material, Tim Cahill's *Buried Dreams* brings to vivid life the most prolific serial killer in history, John Wayne Gacy, Jr. Here—often in the killer's own words—is a riveting, unsettling, and unforgettable journey to the very heart of human evil. As a child, he was abused as a loathsome failure by his merciless father. He attended four different high schools and destroyed his two marriages. But he rose to become a respected member of the community—a successful businessman, valued member of the Junior Chamber of Commerce, Jaycee "Man of the Year," jovial organizer of parties and parades, the lovable town goofball who put on greasepaint and silly costumes to cheer up sick kids in hospitals. Yet at night he would stalk the streets of Chicago in search of thrills from young boys—thrills that became sexual abuse, then sadistic torture, then murder. Time and time again. Until, in December 1978, Chicago police were tracking down a missing fifteen-year-old boy when they visited the suburban home of the last person to see the boy alive, John Wayne Gacy, Jr. Searching the neatly kept house, investigators found pornographic literature, bizarre sexual paraphernalia—and, buried in a crawl space beneath the house, the brutalized remains of twenty-nine boys. With the subsequent discovery of four more young victims, John Wayne Gacy made national headlines as a serial killer unparallelled in the annals of crime. He is currently awaiting execution on Death Row. What drove such a supposed model citizen to commit such atrocities? Why did the leading psychologists clash at Gacy's celebrated trial? What is the driving obsession behind his crimes and blatant lies—is he a madman, a con man, or a calculating sadist, killing for thrills behind the mask of good citizenship? Tim Cahill answers these questions and more: he creates a sharp portrait not only of a killer's life and crimes, but he digs deeper to reveal in shocking detail Gacy's complex personality, his compulsions, inadequacies, and torments. He exposes the mind of a murderer as never before. With this stunning debut, Tim Cahill joins Truman Capote (*In Cold Blood*) and Joe McGinnis (*Fatal Vision*) at the pinnacle of true-crime journalism.